I produce. It feels good to produce. It's not always easy. It's easy to sleep in and not get up and feel despondent about things. It's easy to get down about life and my job and that I haven't made much money off my dancing. Yet I must produce. I must continue producing new and creative dances designed to entertain my audience. After I produce money will come to me. It will. That's how life works. Dance, dance.