I create my life. The choices I've made, I take full responsibility for them. Whatever unhappiness I have in my life, I have the power to continue in unhappiness or make a change. I create my environment. Even when I try to convince myself that somehow I didn't have a choice, or I was forced into something, apart from certain situations, it's not true. I didn't choose how some people acted and the consequences of their action, but I chose how I acted. That's what I tell myself when I'm in this stall at 2am in the morning and I have a run in my fishnet stocking and I'm back on in five minutes but my legs are killing me and I'm trying to apply blush with my pocket mirror and oh my God my back is killing me. But I have to dance. I have to. I chose this.