So many mistakes, where do I start? The time the girl I was dating said, I'm a lot of work and am really a huge mess, and I didn't believe her. The time another girl said, I don't have my life together at all, and I didn't believe her. The time I met a girl in a bar and we were talking and I set up a date to get food and afterwards I realized I didn't have her number. The time I was arguing with an ex and I walked out mid-argument because I didn't know how to deal with, you know, emotions. All these mistakes and more, which always come to me when I wake up at 4am, I've processed and learned from. God, I'm mature. I'm so mature. I'm so proud of myself. Go me.