I let my body restore and heal itself. I help it along. I play it music. Classical music but also some rap, some hip hop. My body responds to the energy of the music. Even when I'm in bed, I dance. I feel my cells becoming healthy. I feel my muscles strengthening. I feel my head becoming clear. I feel my heart pumping healthy blood throughout my limbs, filling me with warmth. I drink hot tea. I rise up, strong and fit, ready for the world. This cruel, dark, cold world which makes me want to go back to my room and dance in the bed to the rap music by myself.