I stay calm. While craziness appears around me, I am serene. While the world rages outside me, in my mind I'm sitting at a sidewalk cafe drinking a margarita and eating chips and guacamole and then some tacos. Outside my mind there's a woman on the subway who is threatening to beat up a man because his bag hit her as he was walking in. They're arguing, calling each other assholes. Inside my mind I finish my meal with a shot of Don Julio 1942 Añejo tequila. I am tranquil. I am at peace.